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2011-04-08T18:36:00.000-07:00

Hey there !

Long time I didn't blog aye .

I'm not gonna be update often .

And just wanna tell you that me and Aqib are over .

23 October 2010 - 23 March 2011.

Because he patch with his ex-girlfriend Yuyun .

Its okay.

Although I felt devastated,

I'm languish,

I don't hope too much because I know I'm still young,

and his 3 years older than me.

I'm single and I'm here to study hard,

to fight for my ambition,

enjoy life with fullest,

make my dream and wishes come true.

I want a SUNSET.

I want a MOON.

I want a STAR.

I want to look at all this.

Because I'm hurt and frustrated now.

Thanks for everything. Its over. I'm done here.

2011-01-30T00:43:00.000-08:00

Hey yo !

Don't know what to post .

Bored nie skg !

Just watch tv and entertain someone.

Boyfie at my cribs now.

StuPid Aqib.

Ask him what to do and he answer me;

"I DON'T KNOW HAJAR!" .

Grr AQIB !

Aqo ttp cyg qao la bacen !

THE END !

2011-01-07T08:48:00.000-08:00

Hey there ! Long time I didn't update aye. Haha ! Busy and damn lazy to blog actually. Okay where's my dumb2 BABY GANYOT ! Hmpft ... Okay than till here... Don't understand ? Let me translate this. Sampai di sini sahaja .

2010-12-25T16:23:00.000-08:00

Good morning bloggies.

Spent time with my big babyboy yesterday.

Aqib came to my crib.

Haha.

Passed his x'mas present and watching movies at my house.

Okay.

Before watching a movies,

he starve and wanted to eat at my cribs.

And he asked me is there anything to eat at my house.

Than I said yes.

Curry red fish head with tomato and brinjal/egg plant.

Once he reach my house,

I told him to fry fish that my mama has just take off from fridge.

Hehe.

Once he finish frying,

than he ate what mama cook.

He ate alone.

I told him to do himself at my house because there's nobody at home.

Because I'm waiting for kakak to come back so

accompany him eating and watching tv.

Haha !

This is the first time that my boyfie come to my cribs.

Hehe.

Kakak get back,

we watch a movie.

23 December 2010: I was on the phone with Boboy and Maia. A lot of commotion going on. Haha. Before Maia called me, I was on the phone with Boboy and asked for help about buying a x'mas present for my man (Aqib). Okay chat with Boboy and sms my man and my cousin Rini. Before Boboy call me back, I was waiting for Rini to reply my sms and I was thinking why she doesn't reply my sms for almost 1 hour. Okay Boboy called me back, and I told Boboy I was waiting for Rini to reply my sms. Suddenly, I checked at my message conversation, there's no Rini's name on it. I wondering why. And I check at my message conversation one by one, I sent at my boyfie and said "Rini, are you free tomorrow? I want to find a x'mas present." So lucky that I never said I'm finding for my man. Haha . And Aqib still reply 'where'. And that time I was so blank and thought that he act stupid because he don't know where I am. Haha. I told Boboy and he laughed at me. Than Maia called me and we conference. Boboy told Maia about my incident. Haha. Maia laughed at me too.

24 December 2010: Met maia at Sun Plaza. Than head off to Maia's crib. Slack for a while. After that head off to town and meet Rini. Find x'mas present. 9+ going to 10pm, Rini head off to meet her friend. I'm off to home. Boboy called, on my way to orchard MRT station, Boboy said that he fetch me. Save ez-link ako. Waiting for him like almost 11pm. Than he said meet him at opposite Far East plaza. Head off there quickly. Once met him, he drove me home with lori. Haha ! I reached home at 12+.

2010-12-22T05:11:00.002-08:00

ARGH ! This 25 December !

X'mas day !

Okay ! I had given Maia a christmas present in advance !

I bought a christmas present for Aqib !

And I don't know where to celebrate .

I want to celebrate with my friend end up,

some of them are busy and a lot of them don't celebrate X'mas .

For my family I don't know whether my dad still celebrate X'mas or not .

So I'm celebrating with my lovely babyboy than .

Aqib .

Grr ! He have no idea where to celebrate christmas with me .

Grr !

To Aqib cyg: Its okay if you don't have any christmas present for me. As long as you get your christmas present and what I want from you is happiness. I want to see you happy, love yourself and love your family. Haha ! Tk bgy X'mas present pon tk psl ! Aslkn duet rayer ader sdh ! Haha ! Okay. I really want you to work properly and I don't want you to play too much after you finish your NATIONAL SERVICE ! Time keje, keje ! Time nk enjoy/hooray2, go ahead. But you must have a limit. For my christmas present, I want to see you smile, laugh and love someone that you love with sincere.

Doesn't mean I'm celebrating christmas because I'm convert .

I'm still a muslim.

A pure muslim girl.

I used to celebrate christmas because of my papa/abah.

Because he have a lot of caucassian friends or christian friends.

I start to celebrate christmas because I used to be in a relationship

with Michael Oasman (10%malay+10%arab+50%chinese+50%caucassian)

and Hafiz Robert Lucas (20%indian+20%malay+40%caucassian).

Because of them I started to celebrate christmas.

Untill now I'm still celebrating christmas.

But with some of my friends.

2010-12-18T21:59:00.000-08:00

Hey guys !

Long time I didn't post anything here !

I got something to share with you .

I got my GCE N-Level result and I have 3D, 2C and 1Ungraded .

I can't believe there's a lot of courses that I can choose .

Okay, my point is i'm not ready to go to college actually .

What am I going to do ?

Okay,

Boyfriend time .

I fought with Aqib yesterday .

I know my mistake because I've been messaging and contact a lot of guys .

He did read my message .

I don't care !

Because to me that message is nothing .

And he believe I delete certain of my message so that he won't know

and I'm trying to cover myself !

WHAT THE HACK !

I only have 1 guy which is him !

The other guys are just my friends and I contact them before I contact Aqib .

I love him so much because he so kind .

Love as in love HEART !

Not a normal love !

2010-11-10T01:24:00.000-08:00

1st, people spam Lulu using my name and fifieza name .

Than spam sirah using shasha's name .

After that spam me using shasha's name .

You know what,

I don't care if you want to spam me or not .

Just go ahead you are welcome to do so cyber-gangster .

But please don't spam my friends and please,

If you want to spam me,

Use your own name ass !

What are you trying to do ?

Let me fight and conflict with my friends ?

Go ahead alright .

If we report that someone spam us,

it can be trace which address and from where you used the computer .

Oh yeah and also

we know whether these people spamming or spammers who trying to spam people

using other people's name .

Overuse the internet huh !

Go ahead .

Haha !

Orang yang spam2 nie sumer check2 tak lamer lagy computer or laptop dorg kenek tarik .

If they use phone which can go internet,

mesti kenek byr mahal and check2 kenek fine or number tel kenek ptg,

if we report .

2010-10-28T23:37:00.000-07:00

Hello there ! I'm back, Hehe ! Long time i didn't update my blog aye . Ouhkay ! GCE 'N' Level is over. Just wait for the result. Once is over, I'm happily attach with this Aqib on 23 October 2010 . Met and went out with him on 23 October 2010 . Wee ~ ! Actually, I don't know whether I attach with Nizam or not . While I was taking my N-Level, Still taking, on the 3 October 2010, I stead with him . But we never met once . Because I'm busy with my N-level, And I don't think about meeting or going out with him. I don't think about my relationship to him either . Once my last paper falls on the 8 October 2010, I told him that after school I'm going to KL for 3 days . When I came back, I sms my friends including him and told that I've already came back . And plan that wanted to meet him . On 11 October 2010 itself, He never text me until now . (I think he silent break with me.) I'm waiting for his call but I'm the one who called him a few days later. He seems not to answer my call and that time, He was so damn aggressive when he answer my call . If he broke out with me, I can't feel languish ! Because I never met him before !

2010-09-06T06:22:00.000-07:00

Ouhk !

GCE 'N' - Level paper just now .

And guest what .

I missed Ohnie, Ila, Shasha, Fina, Fatin, Hanis and Qirin !

Just now met Ila, Ohnie and Fatin in school ! Because I missed them a lot and I hug them !

Like 10 years we never meet .

But than it just only like a few months we didn't meet .

Missed them like hell !

They are precious girlfriends .

Ouhk, includes Mariam, Ilyana, Insyirah, Zulaihah and Syafiqah .

And guest what,

before my english paper 3 start,

me and yana went to Woodland and rounding .

at 11+,

we reach Sembawang !

1 o'clock in the afternoon,

we head back to school .

2010-08-26T04:38:00.001-07:00

Okay,

yesterday was Wiewie sweet 16 .

Today is 26 August 2010 !

This two girls were born on 26 August 1993 !

Haha !

Happy sour 17 to Chacha Star (Grey Long Sleeve)

and

Happy salty 17 to Maia AyeBayBay (Purple T-shirt) ! After school went for maths remidial .

Reach home, there were two missed call from birthday girl .

She is Maia AyeBayBay !

Met Maia and accompanied her to Sun Plaza and Sembawang Shopping Center .

Today is a great day huh !

Get to meet birthday girl !

Haha !

6 years of bestfriend !

She is my Primary School senior !

We've been go through 6 years of Sembawang Primary !

I still love her !

To both of you,

Happy 17th Birthday and may your dream and wishes come true/thru/through !

Alright !

Love you girls a lot GIRLFRIENDS !

2010-08-25T00:05:00.000-07:00

Happy sweet 16 to Wiewie Montok !

Happy 16th friendship day !

Haha !

A girl name Rabi'atul Adawaiyah

is my childhood friend .

16 years still count on her .

So weird huh !

16 years .

The story goes like this .

Before we born,

our moms, our bro's and my sister knows each other at Block 506

Hougang Avenue 8 playground .

23 June 1994 later,

I was born and wiewie still in her mom stomach !

On the 25 August 1994,

her mom waterbag burst .

And that's where our friends start .

Hahs !

From Hougang untill she said goodbye to me for leaving Hougang !

Luckily she still lived in Hougang .

But different block .

We still meet .

We fight together,

smile together,

laugh together and love together .

She's such a caring person !

No matter how we fight or quarrell, I still love her like my own sister .

Happy sweet 16 sayang !

Always love you !

2010-08-08T17:50:00.000-07:00

9 August 1965!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

National Day today!

I love the country,

I love kindergarten,

I love religion school,

I love junior high school (primary),

I love high school (Secondary/Pre-U/Junior College)

ONLY!

Haha!

Nothing to post actually.

I rather post this because it makes me feel HAPPY!

But too bad for me.

This year never get to see fireworks.

Haas!

K GTG!

Tata!

I LOVE YOU SINGAPORE BUT HATE THE COLLEGES!

BLUEK!

2010-07-28T07:45:00.000-07:00

Hello bloggies!

Hajar here today wanted to share you

about happened in school library

when i'm going to take my malay GCE 'N' Level

oral examination.

Oath is just a boy(insertname) really irritating barstard.

Is like WTF!

Like I said that time I anti my classmate(insertname).

Some of them I hate too and some of them I dislike.

Some of them are okay.

I'm talking about my male classmates.

But I'm talking about the most I hate this person in class.

The person that I anti(insertname).

But for my female classmates,

no matter I don't like some and certain of their attitudes,

I still love them.

I love my female classmates.

I don't know why just because they are girls and I love girls most.

This person,

he did not understand the language when I say

I anti him and he still want to stir with me.

What does he and what his motive?

What the hack!

And he raise the old story that I have forgotten.

His attitude same like my elder brother.

And after oral,

go back with Insyirah.

And Insyirah told me that he don't understand the language.

Insyirah told me that,

"He does not understand the language to what you said that you

anti him and he still keep disturbing. Hajar, you just ignore him."

Okay than,

I busy doing my art right now.

2010-07-05T06:10:00.000-07:00

K, I'm confuse!

I'm confuse about the guys who have feelings for me.

I feel sad and stress.

Not only stress about this.

I'm stress about a lot of stuff accept studies, hobbies and ngaji!

Cause I know that I've been hurt for many times.

This year I'm taking my GCE 'N'-Level.

About my confuse and stress I put a side.

Now I concentrate on my hobbies and passion,

my studies for GCE 'N'- Level,

my ngaji and my families and friends!

Only these I have to concentrate.

2010-06-24T08:43:00.000-07:00

The pics of HRC nite.

With wiewie montok at Hard Rock Cafe!

This is my sweet 16 birthday nite.

2010-06-23T00:59:00.000-07:00

Hello there!

My sweet 16 birthday today.

Celebrating my birthday with my family

at HRC babe!

Yay me!

And to guys out there thanks all for your wishes.

I cannot reply your mcg one by one

because there's too much of people wishing me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I haven't got my handphone yet.

But I must get it this week.

I don't know what kind of model I want.

But I don't want touch screen because I'm still schooling.

I only know what brand of handphone that I want.

2010-06-16T08:13:00.000-07:00

Okay!

Why must these person wants to DESTROY my happiness.

Why must these person needs to DESTROY my happiness.

Because of you can't see me be happy?

Because of you regret?

What's wrong with you?

Don't think that I smile and keep quiet just because I lose.

I don't give a shit to you!

Now I'm happy and you regret!

So what shall I give 4 of you.

HAHAHA!

What a dumb of 4 of you guys!

2010-06-13T22:44:00.000-07:00

I will be turning 16 on 23 June.

And I don't know what to do.

If can,

I want to go on vacation with my family.

But I don't think we go.

Or,

I stay here and study for my prelim exam

on july.

Because I will be taking my 'N' level.

I need to keep moving forward for my acadamy and ngaji.

Move on for my life.

Continue with my passion and hobbies.

SWEET 16!

Okay!

I need a new cell phone on my birthday.

But I don't know what kind of brand,

and what kind of model I want.

I'm so confuse to choose a cell phone.

I don't want my cell phone to lost for thrice.

I must take care of my new phone

if I have a new one.

2010-05-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

To guess who...

enjoy spamming tao...

ako paleng sqe...

kter kt cinie nnt idop senang sdgkn ko kt caner?

spam2...

jgn tk spam...

ako sqe...

paleng sqe...

thx...

ako paleng cyg org yg spam ako...

leh uat jady family!

hees :-)

2010-05-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

Ok go!

1st story: Went to Genting on Friday night. Saturday afternoon, went to KL after Genting. Saw Mr Ridwan at Concorde Hotel. Reach to Singapore on Sunday night.

2nd story: EBS lesson were great. Went to convinience store. Mr Raj treat us Indian Pancake. Two pieces of each person. But this Shasha, pushed me one piece of her Indian Pancake. End up, I ate three pieces. Menyesal ako ddk seblah dyer mkn roti pratha. Naseb baek ako leh abez kn.

3rd story: After school. Art were so damn fun. Okay than. Zulaihah wanted to wait for me just now, but I said, "Once I'm late don't wait for me. Go back with Shafiqah first alright." She left me.

4th story: Went to Sun Plaza and Sembawang Shopping Centre with Sirah and Puteri. While we was on the way to ride a shuttle bus, I saw my whackiest girlfriend! MAIA AYE BAY BAY and ee elder sis Fina. I swear I missed you guys. Especially Maia. Step sombong sak kter duer. Than, while we was walking to the bus stop, suddenly I heard someone called my name and say hi. Well, I don't see that person clearly. Than I asked 'Saper tu?!'. Than maybe that person asked me back, 'don't know me?!'. K, I don't remember what he said. But I said I can't see.

5th story: Ouhk, chat with shasha just now. She asked whether I saw ekan or not just now. Than I said no. And I told her I wonder who greet me just now. And she said that was Ateh (mirul aka ekan friend). Than I said sorry, I can't see him clearly. Than shasha asked or maybe I'm lazy to entertained them. Yeah sometimes can be right. But seriously, if I'm lazy to entertained them, I told shasha that I saw them. But this, I asked shasha who's the want who greet me just now, because I can't see him clearly alright. K, cinta fitri time!

2010-04-19T04:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, me and maia went to Hannah sister wedding.

While I was eating, a groom have already arrive.

With those kuder kepang.

STK!

And I saw this Khai, Danny and Jicko.

1st, I saw Khai.

Da tu tkper.

Da npk ako maseh leh pimpen Maia dgn muker masam.

Maia thought ako nk menurun.

Than I saw Danny and Danny saw me too!

Danny greet me.

Than I stand at the back of Hannah and hide my face.

Da tu tkper.

I wanted to drink water,

I put my water at the table just right beside Danny and Jicko stand.

I asked Hannah to take for me water at that table.

Hannah and Maia were thinking what's wrong with me.

I told Maia and Hannah that I saw Danny, Jicko and Khai.

A guy who was looking at us while we was walking is Danny.

Ouhk.

After they finished whatever things they did,

these Jicko look at me while I was standing at a gift blessing table.

And I turn my face over.

Than this Jicko accompany Danny and asked me who is married.

I said my friends elder sister the one who is married.

Ouhk.

Now I wanted to talk abou this Amirul Ismail.

Nie jantan,

now than he wanted to asked me bout I blog bout him.

That's on 30 MARCH 2010!

Stupid guy.

Skg bru nk tyr.

I tell you what.

I don't regret if I lose now just because of these kind of stupid shit.

But the happiness will come to me.

For what if win and I feel regret like you.

Ko bler ako da crk kebahagiaan ko crk ako.

Rase menyesal ko crk ako.

Nk 'YAHOO!' kn.

Amek ko ako 'HAHAHA' ngn ko.

I know why you win.

Because a lot of people support you and back-up.

And they didn't know what have you done to me at the back of them.

Cause I don't want to tell.

I support by my own and do what I can do by myself.

While others,

just cheer me up when I have a problem.

Thanks to Maia, Hannah, Wiewie and Linda.

Thanks to Naz and Ijah for advisng me what to do.

Thanks to Ice for not doing such a thing.

Love you guys alot.

2010-03-30T03:54:00.000-07:00

Hey there!

Tomorrow, after school I'm not going back to Pasir Ris.

I'm going back to my own house.

Cause my mama wants to bring to Orchard with my sister.

Entah btol ke tk siol?!

Jgn ako sampai umah beh mama tk jady gy saner sdh...

Uat penat jer ako alek sembawang 321.

I thought tomorrow I wanted to go back to Pasir Ris.

Than on monday and friday go back to Sembawang 331.

Tapy byk halangan.

Hope next week I go back to Pasir Ris and Sembawang 331.

2 weeks I didn't go to Pasir Ris and Sembawang 331.

And please.

I don't want this thing to happen again.

I wanted to go to Pasir Ris and Sembawang 331.

I don't want this thing to be hidrance.

GRRR!!!

Life is so damn over...

Last night,

Amirul Ismail missed call me.

Well,

I don't recognised his number.

But I did called shasha and asked,

Do you know this number, 83379391.

and shasha asked me to guest who.

I said I don't know.

And she told me that is AMIRUL!

K than,

I called him about two or three times and wanted

to ask who's the one that missed called me.

But he seems not to answer the call.

Than I message him.

Me: Hey there, can I know who are you?! Why are u calling me?!

Him: Ni kwn sha2

Me: Huh?! Saper erkh?! Pmpn laki bapok ke butch?!

Him: Man..

Me: Huh?! Tuer nyer!

Him: Tk lh sgt.. I aru 17..

Me: Ouh k t-a-n!

Him: Hem u tk igt i agy ke?

Me: Huh?! Siape nie?!

Him: Ekan

Me: Ekan?! Sape sak?!

Him: Ur ex..

Me: My ex?! Do i haf a ex called 'EKAN' ?!

Him: Amirul..??

Me: Wait a minute! Amirul?! Mirul aner?! Tell mie ur whole detail!

Him: U aru kol shaa2 kn tdi.

Me: Yeah! And asked her knl nie no. tk?!

Him: N she said?

Me: She said eiqan!

Him: K2 nie amirul aka ekan.. Ur ex yg busterd u ulu..

Me: Wat?! Why you're messaging me?! And wat do want from mie?!

Him: K2 i noe tat u mrh.. I just want to sae sori..

Me: Sorry is just a kind of shit u gif mie!

Him: I admit my mistake.. N nw i rily regret of wat i haf done to u..

Me: Oh, luks i care! Sori mirul, i don gif a shit wif a guy lyke u!

Him: Ohk.. Atlist i ada hati n prasaan utk mtk maaf.

Me: Oh my! Wat a DUMBASS! U steal my fwens, u steal my trust, u steal my happiness! And wat u alwaes want . . . Is to win! Champion! Wat I got is nothing! Nw I start to smile, laugh and find my happiness without any guys suddenly u come & disturb! Wow!

Him: Bkn nk kacau.. Nvm hanya sha2 tau maksod n perasaan me..

Me: Than, go ahead! You've alreadi steal my fwen! So, shoo2! And get lost!

Him: Stil ur frend?

Me: Who?!

Him: U said i stil ur fren..

Me: Oh! Yeah! U steal my fwen frm me!

Him: Who is ur fren?

Me: Let me see! Shasha!

Him: She just a fren 2 me

Me: I noe! bt still u steal her away from me!

Him: When did I do that?

Me: Wen?! U ask me wen?! Tkmo step tk tau la! Slalo ko gy ngadu bende burok psl ako pt dyer beh aper dyer ckp ngn ako?! Da la ko, gare2 ko sha2 lebeh byk dgr kater2 ko psl ako! Aper ko pt shasha, dyer caye!

Him: Coz I ckp jujur..

Me: So! Ko gy saner uh hollywood! Ko blakang shasha ko bleh erkh saketkn aty ako, dpn shasha ko step tk uat paper dgn ako! Sudahla! Swit tok guy lyke u can act in hollywood!

Him: Ohk uka ati lh..

Me: Than get lost!

Him: Tk nk..

Me: Wateva la! Ako penat! Ako nk tdo! BYE!

Him: Camat mlm

Me: Delete my no. and get lost from my way!

To Amirul Ismail!

KO DA RAMPAS SHASHA DARI AKO TU DA CUKOP!

KO NK RAMPAS SAPER LAGY?!

MAIA?! ICE?! WIEWIE?! WAWA?!

SHAFINA?! OHNIE?! ILA?! WAN?! QIRIN?!

AMY?! NAZ?! FEBRINA?! NORA?! AISYAH?! LALA?!

If Sorfina tu ako understand.

Cuase ako knl ko dari dyer.

Klo mcm Aisyah and Hanis pon ako leh understand.

They knew u 1st than mie.

JANTAN TAK TAU MALU!

NK RAMPAS EX DYER PEH KWN!

BFR I BCOME UR EX, KO DA RAMPAS SUMERNYER!

JANTAN PERAMPAS!

2010-03-16T02:44:00.000-07:00

When can I see myself happy?

Haiz.

Last week,

I came to school once.

Tuesday onwards,

I didn't go to school.

That was my 1st absence in school for 4 days.

For the whole month I've never being absent before.

But late to school once.

And yes,

After this 1 week holiday,

I hope I can smile like past.

I hope I won't be stress like this year.

And I don't want to sleep when the lessons goes on.

In school,

I never mix with boys.

But only girls.

GCE 'N' Level,

And yes,

Must come to school always.

Concentrate on my studies.

2010-03-10T07:49:00.001-08:00

Hello blog! Today I wanted to post this. LIFE IS BORING!

What I like to do outside? Girls stuff: Shopping with my family and friends. Boys suff: Play sports Unisex: Swimming, play pool with cousins, play bowling and karaoke with family and friends, play arcade, dancing, having fun and party with my girl Rabi'atul Adawiyah aka Wiewie Montok, FRYSHA with her siblings!

What I like to do at home? Playing computers (Common thing) Play favorite fighting and music game at playstation. (Def Jam, American gangster, 50 cent, Rockband and Guitar Hero) Watch movies.

Watching TV series. Hear songs. Singing loudly in the room. Dancing, party and having fun. Find out new songs.

Okay go! Life is damn boring! But there are things which make me fun to do with. Which is learn new things and study in school, playing games at home, singing loudly, playing arcade, play computers is the common stuff, find out new songs, watch movies and TV series, hear songs, dancing and having fun, shopping with family and friends, swimming, play pool with cousins, karaoke and play bowling with family and friends. But the bored thing to do is, SLACKING AT VOID DECK AND DOING NOTHING! I wish I could be like boys. Go out and do something. Like they were playing sport at the court and the void deck. If I were a boy, It is fun to play games. But what to do, I only hang out with girls. But the bored things about the boys is, go out to any shopping centre just to SLACK! How bored it is!

I've been doing the same thing again and again! Haiz

LIFE IS SO DAMN BORING!

2010-03-02T00:20:00.000-08:00

Now I at my cousin house.

Pasir Ris.

After school I go straight.

I didn't go back home and change.

My house is near my school.

But I was so DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!

Because after school I didn't go back and change first

before I came here.

I'm going home at night.

With my SEMBAWANG SEC uniform?

My goodness.

Stress at home because my family accuse me about PS2!

I should the one who scold abg bt not abg scold me.

THE PLAYSTATION 2 LOST AT HOME!

I share PS2 with him but that is my 11th BIRTHDAY PRESENT!

STUPD DUMB ASS!

All accuse me about my PS2.

Mcm aner ntah leh ilang bende bsr2.

Last I played in the mid of February.

Than after school,

ako asyek alek Pasir Ris.

If they still accuse me and slander,

than I said THANKS!

You're the great.

Cause these few days I didn't play and touch that PS2.

End-up I've been accuse and slander.

STUPID FAMILY!

2010-02-25T01:30:00.000-08:00

Hey there! I've just finish my counselling at AMP. Pasir Ris ah tu. Now I at my cousin house. Doing my art 5o words and e-mail Mdm Tay about my 50 words. So see ya!

2010-02-23T00:02:00.001-08:00

Hey there!

Now I'm not at home but at my cousin house (Pasir Ris).

Stress up now.

Because this year I have no freedom,

org yg tk bslh hajar pijak kepale g2 mcm.

Now I'm not in right mood in school and outside school.

This year for my whole life I never see myself happy.

Thanks to Maia, Shasha and Ice.

Maia,

You are the one who ask me to be patient.

Ice,

You asked me to be strong.

Shasha,

You make me realised my mistakes.

But now I want to be Hajar which is strong like how the past

Hajar face all the problems.

I go to school everyday no matter I have a probs,

just to study hard and achieve what I want.

But sometimes it's unfair for me because,

people can climb onto my head but why can't I.

I've being nice and kind with someone,

and did not disturb someone,

someone climb onto my head and take advantage of me.

Hajar 10-12,14 & 15:

She is strong and face all the problems that she have. She study hard and enjoy. She always being patient of what people did something to her. People blame her alot.

Hajar 9 yrs old:

She started to go through her hurts about love. She started to give up since 10 years old.

Hajar 16:

She keep her avenge inside her heart because of these 3 girls has done something to her and what boys did to her. Something she never gets:

-Privacy

-Freedom

-Concentrate on her homework at home

-Stress

-Never get to smile

But now I'm so happy that my secondary school friends, primary school friends, kindergarten and outside friends were smiling.

To all my friends:

If you are attach, please don't let them hurt you and feel you down alright. Be strong always!

Now I apply my counselling back at amp!

That's why for these few days I didn't use a computer and update everything.

2010-02-15T01:28:00.000-08:00

GUYS!!!

I DON"T HAVE TIME TO UPDATE MY BLOG!

ANYTHING IF I FREE THAN I UPDATE!

ALEK SCHOOL NK REST!

tired oit!

somebody there anything text mie!

MAK OIT...

N-LVL coursework da start!

2010-01-21T06:38:00.000-08:00

Hey there!

I just finish watching Cinta Fitri 3 at Sensasi.

In school just now,

Ohnie plan to go to grand link tomorrow after school.

I still thinking whether I'm free or not.

I'm so forgetful.

Than I said to Ohnie that I will follow.

Than think back,

I've got ngaji tomorrow at 7:30 pm.

Ohnie said we be going at 1, 1+, 2 or 2+.

And we'll be back before I ngaji.

Think back again,

I have to fetch my father tomorrow at Changi Airport.

He came back from India.

But I donnoe what time.

Reach home from school,

asked my mama what time does papa reach Singapore.

She said,

5 pm we must reach Changi Airport.

I message Ohnie and told her that I'm not going.

My goodness.

Confident sak hajar.

Just now,

after school I followed Shasha to RC.

I donnoe what she's going to do.

Reach there,

she told me that she's meeting AMIRUL!

ALAMAK!

Tu jantan plak,

without I'm knowing and he also don't even know that Shasha bring me along.

Than in front of him Shasha show me a message about what does mirul sent to Shasha bout me.

I've read it.

He said, "KIREM PELOK CIOM PT SYG AKO K!"

WHATEVER AMIRUL!

Than he said, 'Ako menyesal break ngn hajar whatver shit BLAH BLAH BLAH!'

Inside my heart said,

'KO REGRET KO PEH PSL UH BOY!'

MIYNAK KT PERIOK DA TUMPAH PER!

In front of him I said,

saket sak mater ako tgk dier.

I threw his cap to him just now.

And I said,

I want to put my hand on the table.

And its germs if his cap on the table where I placed my hand!

SO DIRTY!

To Amirul Ismail: Whatever it is, you told Shasha that you're regret of leaving me and stead with Nisa, that's your probs ok. A pan with full of oil have been drop than the oil spill till the oil finish. Don't understand? Let me translate in malay. (Periok dengan penoh minyak tber2 periok jatoh minyak tumpah sampai kosong). That's how I love him. But now no longer love him. Same goes to my other ex. What to do?! The oil have already finish.

2010-01-19T03:45:00.000-08:00

Hey there!

Hajar is now in half a mood.

Ok,

School just now was great.

Lagy2 EBS lesson!

Nie MAS SUFIAN TO kater ako sesat lbt.

Org da lamer pki skinny jeans bru ako nk pki! Erkh mat!

You talk to a wrong person k.

I don't wear skinny jeans!

Muker ako nk pki skinny jeans?!

Btol tk btol?

Ako limit pki 3 or quarter jeans, leggings and tights, and straight cut jeans.

Ako pki skinny jeans tyme zaman ako darjah duer brand BARBIE peh pink skinny jeans!

STUPID ASSHOLE!

Saper sesat skg!

KO ke ako?!

Topic drop.

After school,

clean my wadrobe, drawer and my cupboard.

Than met Shasha, Maia Aye Bay Bay and Fyna Rascal.

Bring Dannyeal along.

Went to popular and bought number stickers.

Kecoh per ako ngn Fyna!

Panggel slh org.

That tyme I wanted to call Maia but than I turn its Fyna beside me.

And Fyna wanted to call Shasha,

Than she turn its a chinese woman.

We start to laugh.

But nie Fyna lagy mcm sial,

ako ngh tgk buku beh nie Fyna uat ako terkejot.

Kiwek,

igt binatang squirrel aner ntah pt popular.

Ruper2 nyer SORFINA!

Than went to library,

nie Dannyeal meneran plak.

Fyna laugh because Dannyeal FART like and adult usually fart!

go home tan bkk tagged!

Nie adq khai sti DANNY sent cmnt.

K ler.

Pass his e-mail and chat with him at MSN!

Panic sak ako.

Cause once abg dier da ex ako yg ke 11th,

ako da damn abg dier,

ngn dyer2 ngn kwn abg dyer certain skali ako DAMN!

Cause I can't forget bout what Khai did to me and what Danny comment me on Friendster.

Tpy ako chat ngn Danny step baek ngn dier.

Nie yg uat ako tkder mood.

Because of chatting with him.

Tkper hajar.

GCE 'N' Level first.

It's my last year of education.

Than uniform you can tear away!

HEHEHE!

2010-01-18T00:13:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone!

Just want to post this before I go for ngaji at yishun from 7:30pm-8:30pm.

Maklumlah.

Madrasah andalus hajar da brenti 3 years past beh ngaji peh turn uh.

1st time ngaji.

Hees :-)

In school,

Khaliilah and Ohnie were smoke inside the girls toilet on 2nd floor.

Da tu tkper.

Time recess plak tu.

After recess is EBS class.

Than Mr. Raj asked who was smoking.

Nie Ila and Ohnie bgn.

Stand by the side.

Mr. Raj asked the girls whether we smoke or not.

Ako kenek tyr duer kali!

Come on,

Hajar jarang ler isap rokok pt skul.

Isap rokok byk pt luar.

But I'm not a heavy smoker.

Ader cukop duet beli s'pore.

Tkder duet ddk diam2.

Haha.

Girls get to go in first.

The boys Mr. Raj have to smell their hands first.

Than can go in.

That was my EBS lesson.

Beh this maths lesson,

Chey Hajar belajar sey!

These Ila and Ohnie uat kecoh.

Than hajar uatkn dorg namer.

Ohnie manjer + Ila ciner =

OHNIELAH BOGUS!

Haha,

coz kt dlm class cumer ader 5 malay girls in class.

Fina Nasty Meow escape.

Zulaihah and Shasha tk dtg.

Only me, Ila, Ohnie, Syirah and Feecar jer ler.

Nie Ohnie and Ila uat kecoh pt maths class.

I combine their name.

They wrote at their handbook.

OHNIELAH BOGUS!

Haha.

After school,

slack with Hanis, Ohnie, Nana and Ila.

Smoking under my block.

Beh nie ohnie pon combine namer nana.

Ohnie Manje + Ila Ciner + Nana Ohlie =

OHNIELAHNA BOGUS!

Korg tiger2 mmg BOGUS!

See you in school ok.

OHNIELAHNA BOGUS!

2010-01-15T07:46:00.000-08:00

What today topic is about AMIR SOORT!

As known as EKAN!

His name is Muhammad Amirul Bin Ismail.

Lela and Ismail 2nd son.

Scandla or TTM with him for 1 month.

6 months later he contact me back.

Because on 2009,

6 month past,

he asked fyna rascal for my number.

Fyna gave my number to him.

And yet he message me only twice.

6 months later,

he contact with me again.

And yet he passed my number to his cousin APAI!

And yes,

these two guys asked me whether I'm single or attach.

But I said single.

Especially this Amirul said,

"Single?"

"Takkan muker u lawa tkder mataer?"

"Ader chance uh nie!" .

Contact with both of them.

16 November 2009 later,

This Amirul sound me stead,

and he said maybe he's not the right guy that I'm looking for.

And I feel hurt bout guys.

Sumer ako kluarkn sak.

And also I said,

I don't for looks, attitude and body bt heart.

Than I said,

ALL THE GUYS ARE THE SAME!

Mcm sial,

he replied my message.

"Asl u ckp mcm tu? I'm not the guy that you refering to. Nie mirul bkn ekan!"

Jantan,

What's the different between ekan and mirul?!

You make me cry for the whole one month plus sia.

You know that I love you mcm periok dengan penoh minyak,

than suddenly tu periok jatoh minyak tumpah.

Ako nangez biler dier mtk std, spi kter std, patch ngn break tao.

Sweet talker.

You said you've been fool by girls.

You telling me ekan is a playboy.

Mirul is not a playboy.

And you're telling me you are mirul not ekan,

you've change.

What's the differences between ekan and amirul?!

And I thought you can replace my 1st ex and you can be like my 1st ex.

But you are the same foolish bastard like my 2nd-11th ex-boyfriends.

And SUMPAH I WON'T FORGIVE YOU AMIRUL!

I HATE YOU CAUSE,

YOU ALWAYS WANT TO FIND MY MISTAKES!

Bler org ngn kwn ckp org pentingkn kwn.

Beh dier yg pp8 low,

org tk mcg beh dier ckp ako prangai dah ubah!

I SWEAR I WON'T FORGIVE YOU!

AND I SWEAR,

A GIRL THAT YOU LOVE WILL LEAVE YOU!

Same goes to my 2nd-11th ex-boyfriends!

Now,

I have Maia, Shasha, Naz Arlyana, Shashey, Fina, Ohnie, Ila, Zulaihah,

Ice, Fyna, Hanis and Nana Ohlie.

These are the girl that can make me smile when I see them.

Shasha, Naz Arlyana, Wiewie, Linda, Nora, Maia, Fyna and Ice

can make me laugh when I meet them.

Happy with Feecar star, Ilyana and Insyirah.

This three jokers,

make me want to watch their clowns around!

Suzie and Ariel,

when we seating together in class,

we used to laugh together and study together.

Thanks you girls.

You're the great.

I missed LINDA and TEETIAN!

16 December 2009-11 January 2010 is the date I stead with him!

I won't forgive you Amirul Ismail!

2010-01-05T06:28:00.000-08:00

Second day of school!

Tired oit!

Than meet shasha, mirul and fyna!

Tomorrow will meeting fyna again after school.

And just now in school heard a bad news bout my ex.

This Ila told me bout khai!

My goodness.

Dgr sort sak ngn tu jantan.

Shasha and Zulaihah were sent back home.

So left me, fina nasty meow and ohnie ajer ler.

There are a lot of mly guys in class.

Class kecoh ngn bdk2 sak.

But nevermind!

KHAIRUL ZULFIKQAR!

The best ex and genious.

My 11th ex-boyfriend plak tu.

But I'm sorry,

you're cheat me for two times.

Haha.

Nevermind.

Believe in karma.

It will happened to you for the same consequences.

Maybe I'm not the one who make you WORST.

But the other girl will make you MORE WORST.

So come on,

what goes around comes around.

8 months 9 days you are turning 19.

So wake up boy!

Naseb ako blom married or engaged.

Stakat mataer jer.

Klo tk tu part lagy ssh!

Cyg Amir Soort!

2009-11-18T07:03:00.000-08:00

This year feeling SWAI.

Number tk knl mcg gue sik.

K, I thought it was a girl BUT when I started to call,

suare laki tekluar.

Than ader yg mcg mie troz blang namer ngn age nie.

AIYOH!

I asked them where do they get my number from.

Whoa!

Mcm2 namer kluar.

Byk namer laki plak tu.

Pompan ako cumer dgr cket.

But most of them are boys.

SWAI TAWUK!

Famous uh ako nie erkh.

2009-10-31T05:05:00.001-07:00

K, met Ice just now! Past the sec 3 books to her. Tapy mcm siak. It's about mama. Mama, you've been spoil my day this year. Yesterday plan da bgz nk meet maia. Mama kacao daon. Stakat jper aisyah ngn febrina. Tu pon skejap. Troz alek. Kiwak, than aisyah like fucking sort with my mother. Maia, I think she fed up with me because of that last min. Mama, you are pestering me and spoil my plan. I spending so much time with my family this year than friends tu pon tk cukop. Is like nnt org pker aper. You can say that I scared with my friends rather than scared with you and allah ler ma. Tapy mama adr npk org tkt ngn kwn ke tk?

To my beloved Wiewie Montok: You're right org tuer zaman skg mmg mcm g2. What are they doing, they think everything they were right. If kter tegoh aper silap dorg, dorg tk trimer. Than slh2 kn kter. Bler pt da tau, dorg start muker jatoh. Bler pt dorg ckp bende yg baek, kter degil gitu2 tapy kter dgr. They as a parents, sumer tk leh. Beh dorg bleh uat. We were like in jail or prison to them. Kiwak!!! Dorg pki bukak2 kter tk ckp aper2 tao. Bler pt kter dorg kater MENYAMPAH! Nnt bler kter bbl pt phone nnt dorg msk campor. Privacy kt tel umah nnt dorg

pki lgy sato peh tel nk dgr aper kter bbl! Nie namernyer ORG TUER KPO NK MAMPOZ! Mcm aner org nk sqe sak ginie. Tk penah nk bebas. Nk control bleh. Tpy control rabak sak nie kter. Wake up ler, zaman kter tk mcm our parents yg nenekatok mrh beh kter diamkn atao da tkt troz dgr. Nk cegas bleh. Certain. Korg nk kutok, zaman kter bleh ckp, kutok alek ato uat derk... Different k..!

2009-10-30T05:17:00.000-07:00

OMG! Just now I'm supposed to meet maia and go yishun together with shashey and her. Dgr2 maia blom siap k uh... Planning me and shashey wait for maia at SP lpk and meet febrina first. Asl ako plan jer slh time. Dorg plan mesti ok go. Ako da nk gy yishun beh nie mak ako mcg and keep on calling. Srh alek cpt. Nk gy mkn. I don't believe biler pt maia nk mit ako bleh jady. Biler ako nk mit maia last minute rumit. Just because of my mother. Nie mama kn, org da nk gy beh mama ckp nie maia conferm2 tk jdy jpe. Last minute rumit plan pon naseb ako blang, tk senyap. Is like sampai biler ako peh plan nk last minute rumit sak. I was like do this to her more than a time sak. Psl mak ako peh plan peh psl. Mak ako bler tkder plan senyap beh ank2 dader plan on the day it self, nnt lst min dier ader plan uh. Than our plan sumer hancor bederai. HOBBY AGKNYER HANCORKN PLAN ORG.

2009-10-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

K go. Here's my result!

ENGLISH LANGUAGE (SYLL T) 61.0 55.0 58.0 57 D

BASIC MALAY 55.0 60.0 57.5 59 D

MATHEMATICS (SYLLABUS T) 13.0 35.0 24.0 31 U COMPUTER APPLICATIONS 50.0 71.0 60.5 64 C ELEMENTS OF BUSINESS SKILLS 37.0 58.0 47.5 48 U ART NT LEVEL 60.0 54.0 57.0 59 D CIVICS & MORAL EDUCATION B CO-CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES - MUSIC B PHYSICAL EDUCATION C ________________________________________________________________ Total: 318/600 L1B2 Aggregate: 11 Percentage: 53.0 Results: Passed Promotion Status: Promoted to S4 NORMAL(T) Conduct: GOOD Attendance: 67/80 Remarks: Hajar is not affected by negative comments and displays the ability to make independent decisions. She readily accepts feedback on weakness and works towards improvement. Hajar is a member of the Concert Band and her attendance has not been satisfactory. She needs to complete at least 75% of the activities planned for her. Hajar has completed 9 hours of community service. As a part of the Character Development Programme, Hajar attended the Financial Literacy Programme.

2009-10-25T23:18:00.000-07:00

My goodness! Sec 4 taking 'N' Level on 2010. Kekok sak! For the whole year I've never been retained or advanced. Gerek per. Haas! Must come to school for this whole week. There's an activity I can't missed. Wednesday got my report book and I will tell you my result. I also want to tell my remarks. Best per. NOW I CAN ENJOY!WEE!HOORAY! Hajar kan single. So girls who want to be my lesbo partner, My date or steady or scandla or my timer also can. Utk tompang kaseh! But not for guys. GUYS I REALLY HATE, DAMN AND ANTI NOW A DAYS. GUYS WHO ADMIRE OR LIKE ME, SQE LER KORG, AKO TUKANG LYNKN AND ALSO, NO TIME TO HAVE ONE. CAUSE I REALLY HURT AND NOW I DON'T HAVE CONFIDENT TO ATTACH I'M NOT READY TO HAVE ONE YET! Mtk knl2, making fwenz, become bestie and ttm my ans is YES! Mtk knl2, ask for stead and ask for scandla my ans is NO! If you want to wait till I ready to be serious ok guys.

2009-10-13T06:01:00.000-07:00

Wee! End of Year 2009 Secondary 3 Normal Technical Examination is over. Now we have to wait for the result. Haas. Tomorrow for all Sec 3NT students are not required to go to school. For the whole lower secondary, sec 3 Express and Normal Acadamic, sec 4 Express and sec 5 Normal Acadamic have to go to school for their exams and study for their GCE 'O' Level. Ok. But I knew that Sec 4NT and sec 4 Normal Acadamic are free from school now. Because GCE 'N' Level are over. Just wait for the result. Thursday have to come back to school. Friday is a marking day. Monday check our marks. 29 October is the last day of school. Long holiday I don't even know what to do When I get the result hope I manage to posted to sec 4NT and take GCE 'N' Level.

2009-10-09T00:49:00.000-07:00

Oh no, two more exam days to go. Haha! Last Friday on 2nd October 2009, was English paper 1 and 2. Yesterday (Thursday 8 October 2009) was my Malay paper 1 and 3. Haha! After my Malay papers, go home and study maths. Papa/Abah taught me. After that I ate what mama cooked. After eating, get ready to go to Vivo City. Yesterday, me, Zulaihah, Ohnie, Fina Nasty Meow, Shasha and Ila, went to Vivo City just to study. Gy jaoh2 stakat blaja. Haha! Doing my art task, while others are studying other subject and doing their own art task. Except for Shasha. Well Shasha do study maths and EBS. She's not doing an art task. Because she's not an art student but she's a D&T student. Haha! How cool it is we went to Vivo City just to study. Than accompanied Ohnie and Fina to tekong. We went to 888 just to buy my Nasi Goreng Kampong. Haas :-) Go back with Shasha. Seat at the void deck and eat my Nasi Goreng Kampong with green apple juice. Shasha eat Nasi Lemak and drink aloe vera mango. Haas! Went home, bath and study maths again. Study maths while I'm on the phone with Khairul Qamar. And watching Cinta Fitri. At night on the phone with Sharil. Than just now exam paper was Mathematics Paper 1 and Elements of Business Skills Left Computer Application paper 1 (Theory) which falls on Monday 12 October 2009. Art falls on Monday 12 October 2009. Mathematics paper 2 on Tuesday 13 October 2009. Computer Application Paper 2 (Practical) on Tuesday 13 October 2009. While waiting for the result and book list, I can HOORAY! To Express and Normal Acadamic students. You have three more exam days to go. Your last exams falls on Thursday 15 October 2009.

2009-10-04T07:40:00.001-07:00

QIRIN! Sorry that I never come to your open house today. Because just now I actually want to go. With Shasha. But only two of us come to your house early. I expect Hanis to come with us early. But she go with her boyfriend later. Than others didn't go! Like only two of us. I wanted to go together with Hanis or more girls like Ohnie and Fina. But two of them can't go.

If two of us, I don't have a confident to go to Henderson. Because the place still in Redhill/Bukit Merah. Phm2 jer ler. Sorry nyah tk dtg tpt ko. But Hanis do message me at 6+ in evening just now and asked. Whether I go to Qirin's house or not. Too late huh! But I said no.

2009-10-02T21:51:00.000-07:00

K best k go. Need to do art. Art exam is coming. Mampoz. Message JEE BOY! Dier lyn ako mcm bdk2, ako pon lyn dier mcm bdk2. Than asked him to start a topic. He asked me what topic. I said anything. Tber2 terslh ckp erkh. I wanted to say, "Any topic yg mepek2 ker,asl tkmo topic yg tk snono sdh!" Than dgn tk sengajer, I said this. "Any topic yg mepek2 ker, asl topic yg tk snono sdh!" Than hes asked, if he want to start with that kind of topic. Than I said bleh terbang maty bicycle. KHADRI! Jeejee mtk number hajar. Tau hajar bgy number lamer yg da tk aki punyer. eeeeee... How can I give you my number which I use now?! AIYOH! Da top up maty kn diri. But you can't hide your face anymore. Cause I saw your face and heard your voice when you are singing at *******! Haiz,bler pt mtk number hajar, jeejee hide your face with pillow. Haiyoh, I don't even know Jeejee face sak that time. I only saw a guy with nice hair and blue baju kurong. Face tk npk. But at Arlyana father house, you sit right beside me. Grr! Tau ako ddk seblah Gygyl! But full of charge. Ader anak dier and her laki. EEEEE! KHADRI aka JEEJEE aka JEE BOY!

2009-09-30T05:17:00.000-07:00

K, this was the 1st day of raya. I missed this contact lens. It was a Maxi Eyes. $28 kzz. K, contact lens I used only Freshkon, Freshlook, Geo Angel Color and Maxi Eyes. Because the color so nice. And guess what. I need to wear a degree contact lenses. Left eye-1.25 Right eye-1.50 Or both the same must be 2.00 degree. Haha..Potek kn ako. Wearing make-up, fake upper lashes and bottom lashes. Bottom nyer pendeq. Hees :-). That was the 1st picture. Second picture. Fasting month. Haha...Girls outing. Wearing make-up, freshkon contact lens (baby aqua), sepasang ngn fina contact lens ngn bajo. With no degree contact lens. Haha. Fake upper lashes and bottom lashes. This time bottom lashes panjang erkh. Sowie tk npk cause it looks like natural isn't it. Especially atas and bawah. I don't wear yang lebat punyer. I wear lashes that looks like natural lashes. Haha.

2009-09-30T04:39:00.000-07:00

After school. Me, Ila, Shasha, Ohnie and Fina( Nasty Meow) smoking. Than accompany Shasha to her home and change. After that we went S.A.M machine. Check Jee Boy prepaid. Haha. 4 cent yer abg Khadri! Hehe. That's why I'm waiting for you to message me. But you didn't message erkh. Kesian Jeejee. Haha. While I was walking to buy a bubble tea at HDB hub, saw my ex-10 ( Javen). He and his friend. Shasha called him and say hi. He do reply Shasha. But in front of him, I said this in sarcastic to Shasha. "Last year, I've been slender and accused." I said loudly in front of him. Haha. In Sembawang always saw my ex-3 ,8 and 10. In Woodland most of the time saw my ex-2. Haha. Than go back home. Shasha followed her parents just now. Than Maia and Hannah came to my cribs. Celebrate Raya. Haha. I asked them to serve themselves. Using computer. Whoa. Nie bkn rayer nie. Lpk siot ngn bjo kurong. Haha. After went to my house they going to Shasha cribs. Kluar umah jer i bring cigarette than sent them to staircase. I smoke at the staircase. Haha. Maia was being fool. Haha. Kenek kacao org mtk knl2 beh troz bgy ring. Da tkt at last dpt tau duet rayer. Haha.. Super syiok.

2009-09-28T09:48:00.000-07:00

Err...Chatting with this BOI RADEN! Err...I'm sort with this blog! Alamak.. Nie Boi Raden, where do you get my number? Haha... I heard you want Naz Arlyana peh number jgk erkh... Haha mtk knl2... hees :-) But now I'm waiting for JEE BOY to mcg me. Walao. 2nd day of raya. Da duer org amek number ako. At the same day and different time. Mati terbang bicycle sak... But this BOI RADEN ako ngh binget, dier uat ako binget lagy.. Alamak... I asked him to check my blog. And yet he read my blog. Grr. Naseb ako tkder tembak. Klo ader ask him trn umah rini and SHOOT HIM! EEEEEEEEE... BINGET BINGET BINGET!

2009-09-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

MC for 2 days. Wednesday than go to school. Haha. Arlyana overnight at my cribs. From the second day of Hari Raya till now. With Dannyeal her son. Haha. The second night of third day of Raya. Gygyl overnight at my crib. Her elder sister. But I still go to school for the past 1 week. Whenever Arlyana overnight. Must go cause e-o-y exam is coming! Haha! But I'm not in mood with this two girls. They are A****H and M******H. Dorg duer mmg sial.

To A______H: You know what, I've been helping you and try to cheer you up. And yet ko busukkan namer ako. Post my pics and say bad things about me. Slender and accuse me. Say as want as you like ler kan. Ko da uat ako ginie mcm skg da dpt balasan mepek2 lps tu ko crk ako. Nk minta maaf. I accept your apology and forgive you for many times. I closed my eyes and being patient with you. I didn't scold or what. I just keep quiet. This is the 1st time that I shout at your face and I scold you on the phone. Just go to hell and get lost of my life. Oh, btw namer ako da mmg busuk and because of your words just to make people attract you. To M_________H: You ask me out and yet ko paitao sendiri. I found out ko slack with a person yg ko kater ko benci...Oh! Damn wow! You know what, I'm sick with this kind of game. I said just go to hell and I'm not in mood now.

Wow! A****H and M******H! Great friends but I belived in KARMA! What Goes Around Comes Around!

2009-09-21T01:25:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! I message and wish everyone on my phone list HARI RAYA! Than the last word I said, I will always loves: Shasha, Ila, Maia, Ice, Nasty Meow, Baby Heart, Baby Naz and many more! But some of the girls name I forgot to put. But luckily they remind me. One by one said, "Beh ako ko tk cyg?!", Haha, Hajar still love you ok! Only girls on my list! Tapy guys menyibok sak! Satu2.. Nie nazarie ngn IDIR uh nie... Idir said 'what about me then?haha' Than I said 'Uh yer nk kenek cyg erkh?!' He replied "Alaa. Skaliskale mah. Lagi pon idir sgl what. Haha. Tkd org utk menumpang kasih :-( " Than I replied this "Haha!tk mati kn!lalala!k ler i put u kt list, btw klo kenek list nk kenek potong buah tao!jady flat!ats nk kenek pump jady boya!" Than troz he called me! Haha! Than one this guy, That ask his ex for my number. And yet he ask who is this. Than he replied 'Ouh. Haha. Kae2.' Slamer nie Arep yg mcg2 hajar than yet you ask me who am i erkh! Aiyohma! You uh! But superfun siol... Chatting with Idir otp! Tu anak mmg gyler. Anak gyler no. 2 yg ako lyn!

2009-09-21T00:38:00.000-07:00

I love the day that I met Shasha and Maia before Raya! But I don't have shasha pics with me but maia do. I also don't have 3 of us pics except for maia have! I missed those day! Hari Raya was fun! Message everyone! But some of the things sucks! I've got homework to do! Luckily I finished my homework! Tomorrow school. I don't know how is it going to be!

2009-09-04T07:36:00.000-07:00

Another post...Yesterday I get my report book...Ouhk I got UNGRADED for my maths and EBS!Walao, dari primary 3 untill sec 3 my remark still the same erkh...Hahas...Hajar is quiet girl in class ler than hajar is independent girl ler...Primary 1-4,Hajar weak in her studies. Playgroup, nursery, K1, K2, primary 1 and primary 2, Hajar is an active girl. Haha, kat madrasah peh remark pon samer jgk. Hajar is a quiet girl. But that was the past, walao, i quit madrasah and never take my report book for going to be 2 years. CHEEBYE! I missed my remark sial...K, haha my remark mmg mcm g2 comment Hajar is a quiet girl in class, but my grooming like shit! Haha, last year get caught bout my skirt and socks. Than my fringe kenek pin up spi skg. Haha, sec 1 ako skirt pendek, pki ankle sock tk kenek caught pon. Sec 2 yg kenek caught. Than sec 3 is this, hair colour and nvr clip my fringe, socks and skirt cekgu da tk kuase lgy haha...My hair only ler kn...Everyday go to school clip my fringe but get caught because of my sideburn than hair colour. Haha, for 3 months gy skola sipot than spray my her to black. Haha...And guess what, yesterday nie cekgu TEMBAK (Mdm Gan) talking bout our skirt...Asl bleh above the knees. I told Mdm Gan this, "Cher, follow trend, now is 2009!". Haha, siak jer Hajar. But nie Feecar kn... She said to Mdm Gan like this, Hajar skirt too short from behind because her BUTT so big... Haha... Mdm Gan commented me...Hees :-)... Butt so big erkh!

2009-09-04T06:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday and today was fun. Yesterday went to Fina Nasty meow cribs, uat homework and also mkn kueh pt umah dier. Than after she edit her blog,we went to macdonald and buy food. Kiter mkn uh kt bwh block, muker tk tau malu sak kter. Than slack with her and smoke. Haha, best per. Cause long time I never came to her crib. Ye ler busy with our own things ler kn.... But jsut now after school, accompany shasha to home and change. Than she came to my crib maen computer. Hahas! Best per... And guess what, I just post something at my tumblr, onsugar and wordpress. If you want to read, click onto the name on your right side. Places to know about bout me. Hahas, just click Happy girl, Girl Rainbow and Fajar Momo. Than you can read my post. Walao, byk homework cikgu bgy, but nvr mind. Aku uat mati2 spi abez bfr the one week holiday. Hahas..k till here.!!

2009-08-22T21:57:00.000-07:00

Today is the greatest day! I joined on sugar. Read this. http://www.girlrainbow94.onsugar.com! And guess what! Byk sak ako join!My space, friendster, facebook, my year book, seventeen peh website and on sugar. Coming soon tumblr i'm joining. This is my diary from the internet. Walao, hajar byk activities kt comp erkh. Talking bout diary or journal, long time I never write my diary or journal. And guess what, I've got chat with people using dolly's msn. Tu pon kt laptop ler kan... But this internet diaries is for public and people can read it. Cause there's no secret that I'm going to share. But there's story I'm sharing with you. My goodnes.. K... GTG!

2009-08-21T07:44:00.000-07:00

Guess what, Febrina came to my crib. Dancing and singing! Than we met Hanis at CP (Canberra Park). Just to pass her ****(girl stuff). And then what, Open stories bout Aziz in front of Hanis. Talk to Febrina bout Aziz. Hanis heard. Than I tell Hanis the truth. I told Hanis the stories in front of the Aziz members. WOW!CONGRATS!AZIZ! You complain to Ace that I throw shit to you. But now I tell Hanis the full story in front of Ace. You are damn stupid! AZIZ! Now I heard from Karin or Karim(correct spelling)! That he's the one who type the message for Aziz. But some of the stories about me and Aziz, he told Hanis! Hanis said to the boys,she knows me since sec 1. Hanis told the guys I'm hurt with guys. Hanis now know the truth why I throw shit to Aziz.

2009-08-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

Hello!tady kt skola hajar muker tk tau malu...ask kyra link me...haha!btw thx 4 link me darlz...c ya in skul... btw to spammers: Please use ur name if you want to spam people... Klo ko jealous atau you hate that person just get lost,ignore and leave it k.. How do you feel if people spam you? How do you feel if people spam someone using your name? Get a life ok... Spam me?

Spam as like as you want... Use my name to spam? Go ahead. But I know I believe in Karma! What goes around comes around. To spammers if you want to listen or not is up to you k... Don't try to make any website for those people you don't like! Or else one day you will get... And yoy are welcome to spam me bt I know that I believe in karma... Even use my name to spam someone too...

2009-08-16T08:24:00.000-07:00

Hey.. Just now Hanis came to my crib. Only Outside my house kt tangge. Settle bende dgn AZIZ! But Hanis tau prangai ako hadap laki. K uh, Hanis you right ako cpt lpe peh org. Skg baru ako igt yg ako maki dier... Saper tk angry if that person told me that he wanted to see me for the last time, than ako nk lpk ngn dier... Baru slackin and uat kwn jer... Than he called me desperate! Because motive ko uat ginie psl ko da tk dpt ako... Plz uh... Stop pestering me erkh.. Once I said that I'm no longer beleive in love but you're the one who said 'Asl tk bgy chance kt laki yg dicintai oleh hajar?'. Than that makes me hurt. And guest what.. I met him for second time. And you know whats make me angry.. SLACKING, AND I SAID THIS IN FRONT OF HIM 'Kater nk tgk for the last time. But what I get is this.' But Hanis said that tk leh slhkn ako atao dier. Stakat maki asl nk jdy big issue.. SAPER TK MAKI SDGKN KO KATER NK TGK AKO FOR THE LAST TIME! BUT WHAT YOU GIVE?CALL ME DESPERATE! WHAT'S THIS?! Aziz: You're the one who ask me asl tk bgy chance kt laki yg dicintai oleh hajar. You're the one yg suroh ako trn and u wanted to see me for the last time. Asl ko bgy taik kt ako.. Ko hrpkn umo 17 tpy klo da prangai bdk2 mmg dasar bdk2... Beh asl... Klo kwn ko bleh panggel ako *** asl ako tk leh maki ko... AKO DA MLZ NK LYN NGN NIE BENDE! ONCE I SAID I DON'T BELEIVE IN LOVE! THAT'S IT! TK YAH NK UAT AKO HURT! TK YAH NK UAT AKO KEPALE ANGEN! PKI HANIS2 NIE SUMER UTK SENTOH AKO K! Hanis,thx 4 undertsanding me! You know my attitudes towards guys kn...

2009-08-10T06:10:00.000-07:00

HAHA!! Yesterday was fun!!! FEBRINA!TEETIAN!LINDA! NATASHA!NORA!ICE! Watch the fireworks! Kt SINGAPORE RIVER!!! Reach home at 11+! Because of what... Went to Yishun! Slacking,smoke and drink Heineken! baek per jar!!! Than before I go back, minom sluppee dulu... Fun tao... Than me and Nora mcm phm... Nk tackle MAT SALLEH!! Whoa... Limit2 I'm rough with guys... HAHA!!! Today went to Sembawang Shopping Centre with Maia... Gy Daiso bli eyelashes and ball...$2 mah!!! But saket haty nyer, they use to sell eyelash bawah mater nyer... But no stock!!! Walao... tkkn nk gy jaoh kt bugis tan bli... Than I only buy yg ats mater peh ler... Go back tgk jgn pandang blakang series punyer ngn kak eecha erkh... Than leh tertido dari kol 3pm to 7pm... Walao... Bukak laptop... Lazy to switch on computer... Bukak blog than eiqah tag me... Kecoh one erkh... Haha... Cause when we chat, confirm2 uat kecoh dulu... Than my pm yg mepek2 lyke, 'Tembak ngn senapang gajah or cocok pki lidi satay troz kenek bakar!' She is the 1st person to tegor ler kn... Haha!!! Chat kt msn k bie!!!

2009-08-06T20:31:00.000-07:00

Hey there, I just wanted to say something, I really2 hurt. Because of this What if your life as a girl gets really hurt? What if your life always being slander? What if your life always being accused? What if your life always being blame if you are not wrong most of the time? What if your life being pestering all the time? What if your being forcing most of the time? Is it fair if someone make you feel down, than others make you and you don't like.... LIFE IS UNFAIR! But what I get here? *Avenge *Taking advantage *Revenge REALLY CAN'T CONTROL THE LIFE

2009-08-06T02:15:00.000-07:00

Hello, OMG, Guest what, In school there's a lot of people wearing red and white. OH DAMN! Wearing red and white than with a normal lesson. OH MY GOD! And guest what, I escaped from school and meet shasha... Ini cikgu la... Kater srh pki red and white... Da tu tkper... Normal lesson uh wei!!! Damn... I thought it's going to have a game, concert and a lots of fun ler kan... Only tomorrow there's going to have a concert... But tomorrow is a sport day siak... Leceh... From the lower sec to the upper sec... MAMPOZ SAK!!! I thought like going to school with school uniform or P.E attire... But damn shit right here!!! Walao!!!

2009-08-04T08:06:00.000-07:00

Ok baby!

It's time for me to tell you this!

Who is NUR?

*Quiet girl

*Patient

*Pray for/to Allah inside her heart

*Brave

*Understanding

Who is HAJAR?

*Never give up

*Strong girl

*Admit her mistakes

*Amend her mistakes

*Honest

*Understanding

Who is NUR HAJAR towards her friends?

*BEYLOO

*CRAZY

*SORT

*MAD

*CLUMSY

*TEMPERED

*MOODY

*LIKE BABY

*ANYTHING IS ALRIGHT FOR HER

Who is NUR HAJAR towards her families?

*RESPECT

*JOKES

*GET DISTRACTED

*ALWAYS GET SLANDER

*ALWAYS GET ACCUSED

*LAUGHING

*EASILY HOT TEMPERED (If they not tell the truth.)

*Gets and give informations.

Who is NUR HAJAR towards boys?

*Revenge

*Take advantage

*Avenge

*Rough

*Fierce

What is NUR HAJAR love?

*Reading junior Novels (HSM movies, HSM series and Jump In)

*Play PS2 (Def Jam and Guitar Heroes)

*Chatting

*Play Computer games (The Sims)

*Singing

*Dancing

What is NUR HAJAR likes?

*Try something new

*Make-Over

*Taking Pictures

*Fashion

*Learning handwork and handcraft.

*Learn how to dance.

Who is NUR HAJAR?

*She don't teach people a bad things.

*Havoc

*Seldom smoke

*Easy to get bastard with guys.*Hurt a lot.*Suffer a lot.*Get paster by guys with what she don't want.*Get force by guys with what she don't like.*Stress

2009-07-30T03:54:00.000-07:00

K, I'm not going to school just now, I'm staying at home with mama and papa, guest what, mama ask me tao asl byk sgt buku HSM (High School Musical), than she said this, banyak buku yg bacer than banyak yang da lamer beli tapy blom bukak nyer... Haha...Since primary six ler kn I love to watch HSM sampai bacer buku dier... Than when I was sec 1(2007) tiber2 they got sell HSM stories from east high! Walao...aper lagy ako bli than ako pon bacer k.... HSM stories from East High, I finish reading from book 1-7... Now I'm reading HSM stories from east high (under the stars), HSM book from 8-11, game on, shinning moments and bonjour wildcats that I've already bought tapy blom bukak ler kan... Even I also got HSM, HSM2 and HSM3 nyer buku...da bez bacer pon hehe... 7 more books to go babey...That tyme also bacer buku jump in... My favourite ler kn mama... Even papa, magazines I love to read seventeen and cleo ok papa... That's why I every month I'm asking you or mama to buy for me... K, maybe I love fashion sampai terbeli2 majalah tu.... Takkan abah tk tau saper HAJAR... Pader my friend called me MINAH or kakak call me MINAH REP, Fashion, make-over, take a pic, singing, dancing and belajar dancing is my passion k... Nk jer pakai mcm pompan, Tapy prangai hus mangat...mcm laki u...(THIS WORD FROM HERDZAN MOTHER) Yer ler...dulu I hang out with my cousin pakaian laki2 ngn rambot panjang kn... Than out with my family sometime mcm pompan and half of girl half of boy ler kn..... But please...I HATE JIWANGZ, CLASSIC, JAZZ, SLOW ROCK,MOST OF THE DANGDUTS & MALAYS!!! Other type of music is alright for me...Klo malay pon ako dgr byk lagu Indon... Concentrate my theory, practical and sport ke in school, or playing guitar hero with my abg cyg... Than bobal with kakak cyg k.... Lagy best... Da lamer tao I never slack... Jarang... After school go back and SLEEP! Nk slack,come to my house and slack... After I finish my homework... Than Saturday kan kter can go out together2... Hahas... CYG SHASHA, ILA, MAIA, SHASHEY, ICE, FYNA, HANIS, FINA, FEBRINA, AMY & NANA OHLIE kzz....

2009-07-26T06:55:00.000-07:00

K...I'm still not in right mood... I just wanted to say... As a girl and boy should understand how does a girl feel of being * Forcing by a guys for something that the girls don't want to make or do it. * Pastering like hell by guys for something that the girls don't want to make or do it. * Once girl ignore that guy,than a guy still irritates a her. * Making a girl fed up. * Being accused. * Being slander. * Someone make-up stories to you. A kind of girl is this: *Strength,they strong once.* *Once they weak,they are more weakness.* *Thinking positive and negative about themselves.* *Sometime they think positive bout others and most of them think negative bout others.* *Understanding.* *Soft-hearted.* *Kind-hearted.* But some girls. They do this. -Guys ask for stead than a girl just accept which a guy break up with that girl friends in front of a girl that asking for stead.- -Girls they really want to do if guy ask for it.- But some girls they really have to do it just to let guys be QUIET and not irritates her although that the girl don't want to do it or make it. -Girls they do just because the guys ask. No matter they still said no for many times,but they been pastering and forcing by guys.- To guys: Let me say this, once a girl don't want to do it or make it, please don't force and paster girl by doing it or making it. What a girl gets? Feeling like killing themselves and hurt. As a guys please use your brain and heart. Once a girl don't want, that's it. To girls: Please understand how a girls feel. How do you feel if you been pastering and forcing by guys whereas u said to guys that u don't want to make it and do it and also you even said to guys that you are blablabla whatever shit than the guys ignore your words?If it is not your fault much,oh yeah is your fault but not much,than another girl blame you for everything.How do you feel as a girl being slander by others?How does a girl feel when you being accused for a lot of time?Please understand! Please admit your mistakes. Please amend your mistakes. Everybody make a mistakes. What goes around comes around. Don't blame others. I LOVE SHASHA, SHASHEY, ICE, INA GOLDFISH, BABY NAZ, MAIA AYE BAY BAY, FYNA RASCAL, ILA KECIK AND BABY HEART. Nor Shahidah(Shasha)-We've been friends for 7 years no matter we're from different primary school.But in 2007 later,saw your face in secondary school ler sey.She used to advised me to look forward and not too look backwards. Nur Aisyah(Shashey)-We've been friends for 9 years since primary school for 6 years and same stream.She ask me to forget about the past and be happy most of the time. Aisah(Ice)-Friendship for 12 years since we play playground at hougang.Primary 3 onwards,I saw you studying at Sembawang Primary.Same class with me huh?!Primary 1 and Primary 2 at Xinmin Prime.Whao!She used to tell me to be strong. Febrina(Ina Goldfish)-Started to know you in 2008 and we've been closed on the same year too.No matter we're in different school.Used to advised me about something. Nora Nazirah(Baby Naz)-Same primary school but we started to hang out on 2007.Ask me to be relax. Kamria(Maia aye bay bay)-Same primary school,she used to persuade me when I'm hurt and also asked me to be patient. Sri Sorfina(Fyna Rascal)-Different school and know her in 2007,closed with her in 2008.She used to tell me not too be suffer. Khaliilah(Ila Kecik)-Same school from 2007,she was panic about me before,because she heard from shasha that I cried in school and hurt bout guys.When I've been slander and accused,she also got told me this,ignore bout what they said and don't take heart with their words. Nurul Hanis(Baby Heart)-Same school from 2007,she persuade me when I cry and advised me too. Hey girls,you know how's my heart,attitude and feelings like right. You know how's my attitude towards boys right. Love you guys a lot.

2009-07-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

No mood to play cp. Cause I really no mood at all... And sumpah ako da penat gler nk crk psl ngn org k... To Spammers: Korg zmn 1960-1990 per nk spam2 org...once ko da spam, admit uh mistakes ko...tk perlu nk pki namer org per...ko tkt namer ko jatoh per...gare2 org yg spam2 org pki namer org laen, org laen yg tk bslh yg kenek...bdh per sial...korg human ke animal ke more tan animals?bdh, nk spam da tkt nk pki namer org laen....admit uh diri korg klo da uat slh...kiwak...makbpk bgy namer bez korg tknk pki lak tu...kesian...nie ler gangster2 zmn skg...nsb baek ako...cuber kenek org laen...nnt ajk face to face troz senyap!BODOH!nie uh gangster internet ler kn namer nyer... LIKE SO STUPID GITU LOR!

2009-07-20T02:26:00.000-07:00

SPAM LULUSAPDE! SIAPER SIAL YANG SPAM! TK YAH NK ACCUSE AKO UH!!! AKO DA TK KACAO FIZA NGN LULU PER!!! AKO DA TK TAU APER2 KORG NK CKP NAMER AKO PER SIAL!!! TK MO MEPEK UH SIAL!!! MENTANG2 SELAMER NIE AKU DIAM DIRI KORG NK ACCUSE AKO LA!!! APER YG KENTAL SDGKN AKO TK TAU APER2 N CPER YG SPAM LULU!! JGN PIKIR AKO YG UAT LA SIOL!!AKU DA TK CKP PAPER PSL KORG LAGY , BEH KORG NK KACAO HIDOP AKO!! TO LULU : CPER ACIT SIAL? N ACIT ANER? ADER RAMAI ORG PER PT DUNIE NIE TPY KNPER MESTY KO TUDO AKO??

2009-07-11T07:34:00.000-07:00

K...Today is fun! Meet Nora and Ice. Kecoh sak tady kter. Uat biseng laugh2 ngn rounding2 at North Point. Accompany Ice interview at KFC. Lamer sak. Waiting for shilla to tell her manager about Ice want to interview. Like me and Nora waiting for almost 1 hour, we just get lost from KFC. Guess what, a lot of laughing. Everytime I met them,we laugh with one another. Than make noise. Best thing is, and Nora disturbing Ice.

2009-07-10T08:49:00.000-07:00

OMG!Ila Kecik is turning 16 today! Happy Birthday Khaliilah cyg! Cyg ko byk2! Yesterday advance birthday party Ila! Celebrated with Maia,Ice,Sheila,Ijah(ila sister),Shasha and me. Great time with them after school sak. After school me and Ila rounding at Sun Plaza while wating for Maia and Ice reached from YISHUN! Than meet Ijah and Shasha at my block which beside the playground.I remember one of this memory which me,shasha,maia and me celebrated wawa's turning 16.

2009-06-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

MAIA SYG!!!

K FINE K BEST K GO K GOLEK LER KN!!!

CYG KO BYK2...

Celebrating 2gether with small printed cake...

I bought two ler sey...

Sato printed cake $3.50...

Than guest what...

Celebrated ngn maia with small tweety printed cake....

With 4 of my family(abg,mama and papa),

small disney princess printed cake...

Budget ler siol...

Than Anggun cyg,Wiewie,Linda,Hannah and Cik Su mcg ler sey...

But sorry guys I can't reply your sms.

Hp budget...

Memory full...

Bought the new hp...

It's from mama and papa...

Kakak and her tunang bgy ako present...

Abang plak.

Tdy da mkn cake ako...

Cut into 4 pieces.

Mama peh ler pdi.

I cut the cake slowly so that the picture won't spoilt.

And also tk jatoh...

Degil nk mampos...

End up gbr nyer temsk tan cake dier golek kiri ako.

GERAM JER!

But we still eat the cake ler kn...

MAIA THX 4 ACCOMPANIED ME TO SUN PLAZA TAO CYG!

NNT UAT KECOH LGY ERKH!

2009-05-28T07:53:00.000-07:00

NOW WHAT?! BLAME ME ABOUT THE CASE?! FOR THE 1st PLACE WHY SHOULD ONE MOUTH CAUSE TO PANIC WITH ONE PERSON,ONE CLASS AND ONE SCHOOL! I WONDER WHO'S THE PERSON THAT TOLD, SOMEONE ABOUT THIS?! KLO TK, TK JADY MCM GINIE OK!! AND NOW A LOT OF SEMBAWANG BOYZ, BLAME AKO!WTF!! AND NOW WHAT?! ONE OF BEST FRIENDS TAROK KT SHOUTOUT,APER TAO, "SHASHA CLOSET FRIEND WILL BE IN LOCK UP BECAUSE OF MY BEST FRIEND ! I WILL HATE HER A LOT!" I DON'T CARE WHATEVER SHE WANT TO SAY! BUT IF YOU IN MUM'S POSITION! HOW DO YOU FEEL IF YOU HEARD ABOUT YOUR DAUGHTER CASE! I'VE BEEN FRIENDS WITH HER SINCE PRIMARY 3,NO MATTER WHAT, PRIMARY SCHOOL WE'RE NOT THE SAME SCHOOL AND CLASS. BUT WHATEVER SHE WANT TO SAY! JUST SAY AND KEEP IT UP FOR DOING IT OK! IF YOU IN MUM'S POSITION,THAN YOU WILL KNOW HOW IT FEEL WHEN A DAUGHTER CASE IS BIG!

2009-05-18T04:53:00.001-07:00

I HATE MARIANA!

ALAMAK!

BENCI MAMA!

I THINK SHE'S NOT MY REAL MOTHER!

I THINK SHE'S NOT MY BLOOD MOTHER!

I THINK THEY'RE NOT MY FAMILY!

KALO FAMILY ASL CKP NK KENEK TENGKENG2!(Whole FAMILY)

KLO TK ASL ORG SLH CKET NK KENEK JLN TGN!(MAMA)

THAT'S WHY I RUDE TO THEM!

I HATE EVERYONE!!!

DARI KECIK SPI SKG AKO TREAT AND CKP NGN DORG BAEK2!

APER DORG BGY AKO!!!

MCM SIAL!!!

HELLO I'M 14+ THIS YEAR!

AND I'M NOT 5 YEARS OLD KID NK TENGKENG!

I'M NOT 4 YEARS OLD NK JLN TGN!

I STARTED TO BECOME MORE STUBBORN WHEN I WAS 8 YEARS OLD!

I STARTED TO REBEL WHEN I WAS 9 YEARS OLD!

JADY ORG TK YAH NK KUTOK2!

JADY JANTAN TK YAH NK BARSTARD PMPN!

JADY MANUSIA JAGER MULOT!

JADY MAMA/PAPA DIDEK ANAK BTOL2!

JADY KAKAK MULOT TKMO MCM SIAL!

JADY ABG JGN UAT ADQ JADY GYLER!

I HATE EVERYONE/EVERYBODY!

I DON'T FEEL REGRET IF DO THE SAME THING LIKE WHAT HE DID TO ME!

I DON'T FEEL REGRET IF DO THE SAME THING LIKE WHAT MY FUCKING FAMALIES DID TO ME!

2009-05-06T19:53:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD!!!

MID-YEAR PAPER IS TOMORROW!

Guest what.English Paper 1 and Paper 2?!

I'm still not ready!

Cause I've been counselling by Mrs Ghani and Mr Sim bout 2 or 3 times a week.

I really hate when they called my parents to come down!

And yet,

What I get from my mama:

GROUNDED & CURPHEW!

OH MY GOODNESS!

I've planned that,

after exam I want to go out with

Maia, Wawa, Shasha, Wiewie, Hanis and Shashey.

After or before go out with them,

after school I've planned that I

want to hang out with Ila, Shasha, Nana Ohlie,

Fina, Hanis and Shashey!

After go out with them,

I've thought I want to go out with Ice.

Only two of us.

But my planned everything spoil just because of that stupid COUNSELLING!

DAMN HATE IT!

2009-05-03T00:17:00.000-07:00

Guess what yesterday!I woke up at 6:31 am, clean my room, bath and get ready. Before I get out from my house, firstly drank milk,than I met her at 323. While I met her, dier pon bwk bekal ler untok ako. So we set down under her block and ate my breakfast. Yummy!Scramble egg, sausage and bread with chilli sauce!After I ate my breakfast, we went for a jogged in one Sembawang.(nk kt spi kt higway yishun ngn admiralty road plak tu kter jogging)Then we went to fitness corner beside our old school and our 6 years Sembawang Primary School(Hajar;2001-2005,2006 & Maia;2000-2004,2005).While waiting for Maia called her friends, we were seating down and ate my crackers that I bought in vending machine and drank wintermelon tea and milo that we bought in mama shop.Sato mkn duer ayer plak tu kter minom!Maia drinks was Ice Lemon Tea and Wintermelon Tea, Hajar drinks was Wintermelon Tea and Milo packet!After we drank our drinks,we play at fitness croner.Sambel maen sambel exercise.Than we went to Maia friend house and took her malay worksheet. After that,we went to sun plaza and photocopied her malay worksheet, after that,went back to maia's friend house and returned her worksheet.Spi kol 9+ pagy tao kter kt luar! I REALLY ENJOY JOGGING WITH HER! CYG KO LER MAIA!

2009-04-29T07:48:00.000-07:00

Dannyeal Eadirnas I miss Siti Naz Arlyanah son's. He's damn cute. He's super active.(da besar ader chance ler hyper) He prefers to be carried up. When we show him a gummy bear video clip,he will move his body,watch it and enjoyed. He loves someone communicate with him. Maia: Mesti ler dia panggil aku mak cik. Aku kan kawan mak dia. Mak dia kan kau punya badge. Aiyoh, Maia;Ice;Wiewie dengan kakak aku nk step muda jer... Padahal2!

2009-04-08T07:28:00.001-07:00

KHAIRUL ZULFIKQAR

A genious person! Terlalu genious! LIFE HAVE TO MOVE ON! I don't even know what's wrong with me today and yesterday. One redhill guy message me. I wonder who gave him the number that I use for temporary. Is it KHAI, INA or DANNY? Oh My God! They like bitch...I mean more than a bitches! Like I said...A person make story about me, and yet I found out that she's the one pass my no. to her GUY friends name Miki ler kan... Haiz, they like shit. KHAIRUL ZULFIKQAR-His my ex-11, he barstard me for 2 times,the 1st time I accept his break, what I regret is I accept his patch request.And a guy like him put the blame on me for everything untill his friends and my friends scold me. INA-I found out from KHAI'S younger god sister that she make up stories about people.That is why she told that guy I'm disturbing her.But actually I just wanna find out the truth. DANNY-A guy that I helped him, just to get my friends, and what he did is throw some shit to us.He throw shit with a girl that love him so much and he also throw shit with a person that helped him.Thanks a lot.And yet he make us bitch with one another. BUKIT MERAH/REDHILL or LENGKOK BAHRU GUYS LIKE SHIT!BESAR KAN BUTO LELAKI DENGAN PUKI PEREMPUAN!

2009-04-02T02:12:00.000-07:00

Rabi'atul Adawiyah

ARGH!!!I've plan that I'm going hang out with my SECONDARY friends and yet my LALING, ADAWIYAH ask me to go to her place at HOUGANG and hang out with her tomorrow.ALAMAK!LECEH BTOL LER NIE PMPN!But never mind.Just for her sake I'm going to Hougang and hang out with her.BTOL NYER BTOL LER KN!AISEH BBY!When I ask her come to my place at SEMBAWANG,she give me a lot of reasons and she's also very lazy go to Sembawang.AIYOMAH!If I don't go to Hougang, she's acting like a baby with me and she will say, "BIE ASL TK TRN BIE!AKO KAN SRH KO TRN...TPY KO TK TRN2,MUSIBOT KO!"...Aiyoh...Like I said 'LIKE WHAT GITU LOR!'.No matter what,or she acting LIKE A BABY WITH ME,I still loves her.On the 25 August its her 15th b'day and its our 15th FRIENDSHIP DAY!cyg ko byk2 ler wiewie montok!

2009-03-26T08:21:00.000-07:00

Oh my goodness...Teacher ask me to dye my hair in black?!!I've already dyed my hair in black before the school reopen...But my hair colour fade..And it becomes brown...My stupid teacherMRS GHANI said that i'm dying my hair.Thx a lot!...Ok...I knew I got dye my hair in violet pink when i was sec 2 school holiday before I promote to sec 3...But the colour faded and become blond brown that time...But before school reopen in jan 2009 i've dye my hair black...But my teacher thought i dyed my hair in brown...BODOH PEH CIKGU!!!Sec 1 i've get caught by my CIKGU TEMBAK coz of my hair is light reddish brown in colour since I was primary 6!Sec 2 i've got warning from MRS GHANI bout my hair is brown in colour...But I never dyed my hair before I promoted to sec 2...Bodoh kn...But actually my hair natural color is black+light brown+dark brown!!!Not all people born with black hair...And yet MRS GHANI ask me "When I'm born ur hair is totally tis color?".OH MY GOD!I thought she know and she knew different people different hair...UERGH...CIKGU PUNYER LER PANDAI SGT!!!KEEP IT UP FOR DOING IT TEACHER!!!GO AHEAD!!!!

2009-03-25T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today is bad day!I felt so sleepy in school just now...Cause just bli tu milo packet,da byr bkn nyer nk kire btol2 ako...Untill my classmates zulaihah and shasha ckp ako tk tau kire duet...Aiyoh...And the bad luck i have is getting bully by boyz in class when I don't even have a mood,tired,feel like wanted to sleep in class and NOT FEELING WELL!Ergh...They werelike over reacting with me and spoilt my art work.But too bad!They think I'm so stupid...I can redo my art work again before my art class start...Pandaikn dorg...Dorg kacao,kutok ngn bully ako bleh...Tpy bler part ako uat nie alek kt dorg,dorg tk sqe...HAHAHA!keep on bully me untill u get tired...kesian2...KEEPIT UP OTAE!!!

2009-03-24T05:46:00.000-07:00

OMG!At last I update my blog...Since 2007 I joined but i didn't update my blog about almost two years...Luckily my friends help me to edit my blog...Thx to my laling maia aye bay bay...She's the one who edit my blog and she's the one who's spent a great tyme and make me laugh all the time...Not only her...Ice,shasha,ila,aisyah,wiewie,hanis,febrina and nora make me laugh too...Especially when I'm hurt bout that fucking bitch my ex-11...I refers to KHAIRUL ZULFIKQAR...He like shit...And his girlfriend make up stories to him that I'm disturbing her...LIKE SHIT RIGHT!!!Now I'm going to concentrate my studies...And I happy that my family and friends make me happy...It is so hard to make me happy...But I did it....And I'm happy with them!